( don't is the answer. loneliness is the thing that lives on after your wings are pulled from your back, after your father locks you away and tosses the key. the one thing luci, who has lost everything, can never lose is his companion in the dark, the crippling, chilling loneliness that lives in the periphery, tainting everything he does. all luci's actions feel so desperate when looked at like that — a yipping dog begging for its master's attention, an abused son waiting for his father's apology.
the real answer: forget about loneliness. gives yourself a swiss cheese brain and put all the bad things in the holes, and live in a vague state of confusion at any given time. sometimes, have the blissful reprieve of forgetting who you are entirely, because when you're no one, you can be anyone. unblemished, whole. )
i create. i have purpose. i have a wife. so i don't know. take a thousand lovers. break a thousand hearts. find that thing that makes you happy for small, crystal moments, and cling to it. the enemy of an eternal life is boredom. never get comfortable, louis. when things are easy, they're monotonous. make problems to pass the day. that's what i recommend. it would be pretty thematic if you made a vampire army to rage against me your creator, for instance.
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( don't is the answer. loneliness is the thing that lives on after your wings are pulled from your back, after your father locks you away and tosses the key. the one thing luci, who has lost everything, can never lose is his companion in the dark, the crippling, chilling loneliness that lives in the periphery, tainting everything he does. all luci's actions feel so desperate when looked at like that — a yipping dog begging for its master's attention, an abused son waiting for his father's apology.
the real answer: forget about loneliness. gives yourself a swiss cheese brain and put all the bad things in the holes, and live in a vague state of confusion at any given time. sometimes, have the blissful reprieve of forgetting who you are entirely, because when you're no one, you can be anyone. unblemished, whole. )
i create. i have purpose.
i have a wife. so i don't know. take a thousand lovers. break a thousand hearts. find that thing that makes you happy for small, crystal moments, and cling to it.
the enemy of an eternal life is boredom. never get comfortable, louis. when things are easy, they're monotonous. make problems to pass the day. that's what i recommend.
it would be pretty thematic if you made a vampire army to rage against me your creator, for instance.